And I emerge, shining, refined… and I start over again, beginning a new chapter, a new journey, a new mystery…
Author Archives: drdeepdish
When the Drums Stop, the Fire Circle Keeps Moving
And how do you catch up when so much has occurred since May? What golden spiritual truth do you pan for in the dirt and dross we have lived and are going to live through? Enough avoiding rage. Stoke the forge fire. We are the agents of change. We have to create the magic toContinue reading “When the Drums Stop, the Fire Circle Keeps Moving”
Not Maiden, Mother, or Crone: Maeja
The greatest gnosis is ultimately unspeakable, unshakeable, unteachable. Living through your own personal transformation, eating your demons, beating up your angels, re-meeting your ancestors, chasing your gods… it is inexplicably deep. But it is possible. I was fortunate to have sisters on the same sacred path; we blessed our changing bodies, carried our own baggage,Continue reading “Not Maiden, Mother, or Crone: Maeja”
Babalon’s Starving on the Bus…
In a glimmer, my occult research brain is back on, and a new avenue for divine relationship has opened up. Some self-healing spell work for gathering strength and hope, both for a friendship that had gone south and a presentation on new research at Paganicon, was first in the form of a vigil candle withContinue reading “Babalon’s Starving on the Bus…”
Cultural Archive of Modern Paganism (CAMP)
Our research is now a 501c3, we are online for information and donations (tax deductible), and received a fresh set of grants. https://www.paganarchive.org/ And here I am with archivist Velvet Caponi talking about it. https://www.blogtalkradio.com/lmcradionetwork/2024/01/30/mystics-mages-and-magical-places-episode-040–doc-murphy-and-velvet-caponi
Ouroborous Descanso
I dreamt of Hermes again. When shows up in disguise in a dream, his eyes give him away — they drift and look in different directions. Not “lazy eye” — there’s nothing lazy about his gaze in any direction. But no matter what mortal form he takes, his drift of vision always lets me spotContinue reading “Ouroborous Descanso”
Demonic Musings, Diabolical Authority, and Devil Cards
for Jim R. Lewis, my advisor — in memoriam A friend of the Devil is a friend of mine… You’ve got to know who he actually is, first. Western folk tradition says that the Devil is Satan, who was once an angel named Lucifer, who got pissy taking orders from Yahweh and Saint Michael andContinue reading “Demonic Musings, Diabolical Authority, and Devil Cards”
New Moon Vow (or What to Tell Magical Learners and Adepts When Their Magic Doesn’t Work or When They Think It Doesn’t Work)
We’ve all been there who do this work. We get heady on the successes. We are sure the gods or angels or demons or ancestors are smiling on our work. We feel blessed, we see differently, we begin to shape the world to our dreams… And then it seems to stop. Or blow. Or ourContinue reading “New Moon Vow (or What to Tell Magical Learners and Adepts When Their Magic Doesn’t Work or When They Think It Doesn’t Work)”
Unboxing Gnosis and Ghosts
Being an occultist requires you to dig deep into your darkest places to find the wisdom you are keeping from yourself, buried like a pearl of great price by the gods who believe you’ll never find it. I didn’t expect that would take the form of me ending up ass-over-teakettle in my storage locker, lookingContinue reading “Unboxing Gnosis and Ghosts”
A Mystic, A Mage… An Anthropologist…
I was a guest on the new podcast “Mystics, Mages, and Magical Places” this past Monday evening… and what a great time. And what a great podcast.. We spoke about why magic works… https://www.blogtalkradio.com/lmcradionetwork/2023/05/01/mystics-mages-and-magical-places-episode-010–special-guest-doc-murphy